I feel so tried, drained of energy, yet I cannot sleep. What has happened to me? It is almost as if something unknown and insidious had crept up inside me. I cannot fully explain nor understand. I feel empty and melancholy. However, I also feel strangely inspired to start something, something new and original, something that would help to express my thoughts and the pent up emotions that often threaten to bubble over the carefully placed lit. For those of you who will continue to read this and perhaps follow my blog entries in the future, I have a few words to impart. What I chose to embark upon is mainly fictional. Please do not misunderstand. Here is my first section:

Begin Story:
"Nothing interesting today.... force myself to wake up at 9:30am to drive the car to garage then went back to sleep, till 2 or 3 pm....

Then Dave came over to check out the apt. We checked the place. Dave said it's not bad... personally I think it's kinda ghetto... and also the landlady really pissed me off.... told me that I can move into another room w/o breaking the contract.... now she said 1 bedroom cant fit 2 ppl... her boss will not allow... whatever dude... she's just a greedy old lady.... I dunno what we gonna do about this... but we'll talk about it later....


oh yea, Norman came all the way from Cali to visit.... although I dun know him that well, from I've heard he's really cool to hang out with.... so we're eating dinner with him, Dave and several other ppl.... Willy can't make it.... and you know why... lol... "

End story.

Damn these stupid fire alarms!! Around 6:30 in the morning, when you're in deep, happy sleep, the best thing that can happen to you is a stupid fire alarm :-( I can't believe it...

These are thoughts from Deep within my Soul. Read them, treasure them, and remember them always