In my previous blog entry, I had mentioned how I was awake in the night for about 12 hours. You must have wondered what kind of things passed through my mind during that period of time. Looking back, I too questioned how I had spent those hours. I could only spent so much time reminiscing the warmth of my bed. What else did I think about? The answer is a lot of things, varying between childhood memories and recent events, from philosophical musing to the nature that surrounded me, from a wonderful imaginative world to the hard realities of the wood planks underneath my sleeping bag, and much more.

actually, i lied, i didnt think about anything cuz i had the best sleep since the 2nd wkend of school. So yea since march i didnt have a super enjoyable sleep because of my stupid work schedule. Then after 2 wks at school, i can sleep 14 hours again, and that was nice, but then school got harder and i had less time to sleep, and in the 40F weather on those wood planks, i had the best sleep in the past 2 month.

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HAHA my first censor ship! thanks v

I invited Charlie over to help make cookies and/or dinner, the cookies being for Judy's candidate meeting tonight and the dinner for ourselves. My double-chocolate-chip cookies were a huge success at the last AOE event, and as I like the illusion that my food experiments are great masterpieces, I decided to try to reproduce such fame, this time with no walnuts as I would like Craig to try one and for him to not die while enjoying this pleasure. For dinner, Marisa learned how to make macaroni and cheese from a box, and we added sauteed tomatoes and onions for vegetable value and extra volume, as three of us would be eating (and this was lucky, since Judy appeared as we were sitting down to eat and joined us, so we split the meal four ways). I think the tomatoes would have done well to have gone in raw toward the end rather than being sauteed, and we agreed that we should add even more veggies next time, much as I did in my original and final culinary exploits at home, adding mushrooms, broccoli, and red and green peppers.

haha figure that one out

I returned today from camping in southern Pennslyvania. It was a good trip and I enjoyed it. However, I must remark upon the coldness of the night air. Because of the temperature and personal dislikes for wearing socks, I only managed to sleep for about at most an hour and a half. Thus, I laid in the darkness, listening to the sound of rustling leaves and allowing my mind to wonder wherever it desired for approximately 12 hours. I must admit I spent a percentage of that time reflecting upon the comforts of civilization..my bed..my warm and soft blanket...Ahhh..the niceties of home..In any case, I had fun and I would do it again (only in warmer weather though). I will write more on this weekend outing some other time. Now I'm feeling tired and shall gladly enjoy the softness of my bed.

everyone is so deep, everyone's blog is so deep, if everyone thinks so much, why is everything so illogical, just shut up and go w/ it.

Maybe I just want something to hold on to, something that represents his presence that will soften the blow of the fact that he's completely gone.

Life's going back to normal tomorrow. This week has been a short, sweet dream for me. It's time to wake up and let reality hit now. =(

Okay, time to submerge back into work and be depressed 'til Thanksgiving.